Club Life

there is nothing like a sweaty backstage — four am, no mirror, no room to move, barely room to breathe. i wouldnt be and know all the things that i am and do without that experience, without that claustrophobia, without that existentialist feeling staring at the mop from the kitchen, placing my panties against the steal cabinet next to an old crate of beer thinking to myself: is this what i am, is this what i do, is this what this moment in time looks like. there is knowledge there, something in that physical knowledge of doing that, of being there, of sweating there, of holding others there. i dont want to forget it–ever, all those moments, all those places, i have placed my body. Many of these moments – most of these moments – were never captured on camera.

Snapshots 2004 – 2025

Fragments and Iterations

  • 26 March 2026 Lunacy

    26 March 2026 Lunacy


  • 27 March 2025 – Mad Kate – Come Out Cocoon – House of Lunacy

    27 March 2025 – Mad Kate – Come Out Cocoon – House of Lunacy

    27.03 Wilde Renate HOUSE OF LUNACY From the creative minds of Bad Bruises and the House of Red Doors. ​ House of Lunacy is an adult playground for the senses, a sex positive space with consent and comfort at it’s principle core. ​ A warren of Art, Theatre and Performances from Berlins most creative souls. ​ Set…


  • 6 June 2022 – Fucking Imagination – Melt!

    6 June 2022 – Fucking Imagination – Melt!

    Fucking imagination is about using our own imaginations of what and who people are beyond what we see in front of us to inspire a different way of being moved by – and relating to – other bodies.